I am very sorry for the loss of your loved one. Please know that God is aware of your suffering and he cares about you. ( 2 Corinthians 1 : 3,4 ) . I pray that you are able to find comfort in God's promise of paradise where there will be no more pain and sorrow (Revelation 21 : 4, 5 ) and the many wonderful memories of your beloved becoming a reality in the future resurrection. (Acts 24 : 15). Please accept my sincere condolences.